Here I am now in the last vestiages of 2014 just feeling the stirrings of writing or creating but with a clearer understanding of what belies me.
I wrote this little snippet below in January, 2013:
It has been an exceptional long time since I've written much if anything here. I've been in a soul survival mode. Too much to delve in & I have no desire,to go into instant replay.
I am going to leave my hometown for the very last time. There will be no more returning to live. I'm just not "there" any longer. I'll havr to have small vignettes here, but live? I seriously doubt it. In this last 30% of my lifr is, will be mine to enjoy, not fighting what has already past, the memo wasn't delivered. As Thomas Paine once said " To argue with a person who has renounced the use of reason is like administering medicine to the dead".
I got my reasoning back. When all been said & done, there will be more said & done. I just don't want what's been already spoken.
No great brainer, but I am still here... In the year since I wrote the snippet above something happened. No not with the exterior world, but in my own world.
Shucks half the time I don't even understand my journey Lol.